For the process that should have been a gradual one
from tender years was carried through in what amounted to little more than
a few weeks.
My Lord Gambara took an odd interest in me. He was something of a
philosopher in his trivial way; something of a student of his fellow-man;
and he looked upon me as an odd human growth that was being subjected to an
unusual experiment. I think he took a certain delight in helping that
experiment forward; and certain it is that he had more to do with the
debauching of my mind than any other, or than any reading that I did.
It was not that he told me more than elsewhere I could have learnt; it was
the cynical manner in which he conveyed his information. He had a way of
telling me of monstrous things as if they were purely normal and natural to
a properly focussed eye, and as if any monstrousness they might present to
me were due to some distortion imparted to them solely by the imperfection
of my intellectual vision.
Thus it was from him that I learnt certain unsuspected things concerning
Pier Luigi Farnese, who, it was said, was coming to be our Duke, and on
whose behalf the Emperor was being importuned to invest him in the Duchy of
Parma and Piacenza.
One day as we walked together in the garden--my Lord Gambara and I--I asked
him plainly what was Messer Farnese's claim.
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