"What know you of the will of Heaven?
The will of Heaven is inscrutable. If you have sinned in the world, in the
world must you atone by deeds that shall serve the world--God's world. In
your hermitage you are become barren soil that will yield naught to
yourself or any. Come then from the wilderness. Come soon! I am
waiting!"
And on that the splendid vision faded, and utter darkness once more
encompassed me, a darkness through which still boomed repeatedly the fading
echo of the words:
"Come soon! I am waiting!"
. . . . . . . .
I lay upon my bed of wattles in the hut, and through the little unglazed
windows the sun was pouring, but the dripping eaves told of rain that had
lately ceased.
Over me was bending a kindly faced old man in whom I recognized the good
priest of Casi.
I lay quite still for a long while, just gazing up at him. Soon my memory
got to work of its own accord, and I bethought me of the pilgrims who must
by now have come and who must be impatiently awaiting news.
How came I to have slept so long? Vaguely I remembered my last night's
penance, and then came a black gulf in my memory, a gap I could not bridge.
But uppermost leapt the anxieties concerning the image of St. Sebastian.
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